Infatuation or Love?

Hello blogwalkers, the only people who probably will ever read my blog. Been qite some time since a last post to share with yo my life. My GEIIs coming round the corner, with English next Thursday. It's 11:23 pm, so I'm going to make this short.

The main reason I set up this blog was just to write about my emotions or any outstanding activities. Indeed, I have a few unposted activities like my O'level English oral last Friday, but that ain't the purpose of this post.

I think I'm in love.... But I'm worried that it's just an infatuation. It's also a very important year with the O'levels at the end of the year. Hence I'm torn within these conflicting feelings. I am in love with this girl in class. She's inteligent, funny, pretty and a whole load more. Indeed we may be friends but telling her now may cause conflicting emotions for her as well, especially with the important end of year examinations round the corner. I've always wanted to confess to her at the end of the year after the examinations, but after that, we may be separated due to school allocations, be it JC or Poly.

I'm in love with her but a change of relationship now may cause many difficulties. So, I want to keep everything as it is so that it will not affect our studies. I think of her every night, but at the same time, I'm worried it's all an infatuation.

So you readers should be getting the gist of it by now. So, I won't complain anymore. But I sure look forward to the end of our O'levels, where I could finally confess my feelings, although I'm not sure how as the mood may be all wrong. All in all, I'm in love, or at least I believe so, and I want to confess to her after O'levels so that we could, hopefully, spend our time together during the long break after O'levels and the new start in a new school. So, for now, I'll do my best in academics and hope for the best later.